July 25, 2012
A few years ago, I and my soul sister Vicky we did a reading and I can vaguely remember the year 2012 being when we opened our shop. It isn't its our year for finding our feet, ridding of negative people from our lives and learning how to stick up for ourselves, what we want and what we believe.
My mother has been very ill, I haven't been feeling wonderful, and all I have had is JUDGEMENT and people being MEAN!
I ended up walking out of some one's flat because I was spoken to like I was nothing and I deserve better then this. I will never show my face over there again.
I felt so upset, I felt judged at a time I need support, and I had also had a running with this person a few times.
I have deleted people from Facebook who have shared so much JUDGEMENT about me. I am firmly saying NO, to this now.
Since shedding these people I have felt a lot happier, and less stressed. I do have my moments but I feel as if a huge weight has been lifted!
So I am still finding my feet in my life but I am closer to all successes.
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June 17, 2012
Over the past 6 months I have been thinking about what I really want and I want to be healthier person, so I am adding super foods and vitamins to my daily diet. Folic AcidEvening PrimroseGinkgo Biloba Bee pollen Are the main ones I have started to take this month and months previous. I feel a lot better and my periods seemed to have stopped being so erratic. Cut milk out of my tea, still eating dairy but I think cutting down a lot will help me to lose weight. Continue reading...
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June 17, 2012
I am love Love is meI am loved I love everyoneI love love and love loves me.I have a beautiful life I have beautiful friends and relativesAll is wellAll is caring All is healthyI am happy I am healthy I have enough to live one. I have a happy and comfortable life. My abode is safeI am safe. Continue reading...
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April 23, 2012
Today has been a brilliant day. I have appointed a new Representative for my team, the next one will be for Colin. I am so happy I have had this opportunity.
I am a bit sad, we have literally run out of money this time again and I have had money added to my catalogue account. Late paying as I get no money at the minute for my daughter. She has started after school clubs and I am being a little harder on her when it comes to her and bed time. I have started shutting the door to my living room ... Continue reading...
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April 22, 2012
Today I received a negative message from YouTube from a positive comment I left on a website of a star. I can not believe that I did not care what this person thought and the names they called me because I knew that I was in the right and I was not being nasty.
I have had a lot of light shed on a big and negative situation in my life, which for legal purposes I can not talk about. How ever thanks to my soul sibling Andre, I can now let go of this situation and understand why this is happening... Continue reading...
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April 18, 2012
I have my ups and my downs, like everyone. Since I started affirming, and manifesting the things I want such as to become a paid writer, Earn a living from home I have had doors open from every were. I eliminated negative people from my life. Not being nasty towards them as their life path and my life path has now forked off into different directions.
I have started to write on a great thing called Squidoo, I am still doing AVON as a Sales Leader and also now I am in the possess of starting m... Continue reading...
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April 4, 2012
Well, had some very big downs, our car insurance has gone up because a women claimed against us, even though she drove into my partner, she had some work done to her car, and there was no damage done to either car. We have no Idea how we are going to pay it but I am thinking positive as we need our car for delivery's. And my Mobile Holistic Therapies, the UP is I have a course after Easter, I get to got to business meetings to see if I can get a loan through a charity to help me pay for some ... Continue reading...
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March 21, 2012
Well, Its been a very up and down couple of weeks. Our car broke down and the company we use have broken our car further. So our car has been in and out of the garage. A little annoying as we can no afford this at the minute.
However, Not all down. Me and my partner have had a job interview for courier drivers very exciting but seem like lots of hard work but we don't mind hard work. I also received a call from a special place who help people get into business if your working 16 hours or less... Continue reading...
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March 16, 2012
I am overdrawn no because I paid for my Holistic insurance. Wondering when the next ability to buy food will come from but it is tough I need this to become a therapist. All I need to do know is call the local council and ask them if I need to pay anything for a licence. Some areas such as Birmingham ask you to buy a licence to work in that area so I will no have to call Kidderminster council and ask them, also Worcestershire, and Bromsgrove I am not sure as their are many different councils.... Continue reading...
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February 25, 2012
I have steered off my Spiritual Journey slightly and I am back on track. I was watching a show with my partner last night. He likes some times to watch the cop shows. The ones which are real life and I could not cope with the amount of screaming and negativity coming from this program so in the end I asked him to turn it off and I put on some beautiful relaxing music from Youtube. I felt so much better. All these negative programmes are making my head feel so busy. I have felt the past few mo... Continue reading...
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Me
| Tabatha-Hayden Payne |
| Kidderminster Worcestershire. |
I am a mother before all. My daughter means the world to me. I love My family. My Ruby and Colin are my world.
I am an AVON Sales Leader and Mobile Holistic Therapist. I am qualified in Reiki and Indian Head Massage, still studying Ear Candles and Reiki Mater Degree.
I am also a freelance writer. I write on Squidoo about different things.
I live in Kidderminster, Worcestershire but come from Pensenett, Dudley UK.
I love the Sea side. I adore Devon and Cornwall these I feel so connected to. I love animals, walking in the woods, my favourite element is water, Colour blue, food Organic home made cakes and I love it when the birds sing.
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