Ups and downs make us who we are. For a good few years I have been on a roller coaster. I have finally broken free from big problems in my life. And it was only me who could do this. I have Done Reiki first and second degrees, Indian head massage. I am studying Hopi ear candling, and have started my own small business which I wish to grow. I have done this in 2 years. I have come so far on my Spiritual journey. I have been in 2 different relationships, met new people who made my life hard but were there for a reason. I know understand why! After 6 years of wondering if I was worth better then a bloke who did not love me for who I was, left me on my own as a single mother, promised me the three things I wanted from life which was another child, marriage and to commit once and for all. I have met people who have tryed to split us up, I have read texts from his 'friends' who are girls flirting with him and slating me as a women and as a girlfriend and not fully understanding the full story. I have met people who have let out my feelings, broke me up, laughed in my face and spoke to me like crap. I always thought it was the way I looked or dressed. But why should we judge a person on what they look like or their image. This is not everything. Everything is a person with wonderful, kind and caring qualities not if they look like a 'CHAV' or a 'GREBO' its what they are inside what makes them the person they are. I have had money problems, had to pay back money to council which they did not seem to understand that I had no money for them at that moment in time. I was in my overdraft alot. I understand why now. Every time something happens it happens to make me work harder to succeed for my family. I met those people because they needed to show me what kind of a person I was with and I had to be with him for other reasons I can not mention on here due to implications!! The great news is I got three quarters of my dream, The man (the ring) and this bloke was decent and moved all the way from Bristol just to be a family with me and my little one. ( how lucky is that) I waited long enough. In fact I asked God and the angels to help me get the man I wanted. As for the other child I had a small miscarriage in Nov 2011 but I egnored my Angel cards when they where telling me too look after my body so I now understand I need to become healthier. I will keep you updated to how I do, what eat and so on. If you have gone through similar I would be more then happy to chat with you.

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  Love and Light.